Battlefield

So ordinary, yet so different. Didn't realize it from the start. And now, his life, stories... are they just a myth or a fact? Can't tell through text. But in his eyes, I'm afraid what I'll see. Truth? Lies? Maybe most of all, Trust. But why trust? Trust in a girl like me? So unbelievable. So...wrong. But I lock the keys. And hide away. Because of his trust. His secret kept for years, Now released... But don't worry. It's safe with me.

She sits there, staring out window watching the raindrops hit against the glass. Just like how her tears hit against her face, Like razors, cutting her skin. Blood blends in with her tears... No longer red. But pink. As she thinks about the past, her wounds stitched up reopen. She feels the pain, but is too numb to care. All she's been thinkin about lately is the good ol days, Wishing to go back, Wishing to not go back. Wishing that it never and will happen again. So torn between too... But what she knows for sure is that those days are over. Never felt real love before, But you can't blame her. Still heartbroken, other boys try to step in to heal her. But she's unfixable. His love will always be all she knows, in an empty home. She's still comfortable where she is. Holding onto lost love of who was suppose to be the one.

A flash of lights, Screams echoing around the whole room. All they care about is seeing you up on that stage. They don't care about your music. They know the lyrics to your songs. They act like they care. But really they don't. They can turn on you. They can forget you. They can hate you. Because in the end they don't give a shit.

Michael Jackson. Pure, beautiful, loving and most of all Innocent Haters try to take him down, Critics try to destroy him But none of that matters. Love conquers all. And his fans, friends and family love him. Even beyond Death. For his passion, his gift, his pure scarred soul And his heart. Slow but steady It was always bigger than life. Just like his presence on stage. His music showed the beauty in him. We all know how beautiful and marvelous he was. But we all took him for granted. And for that I am truly sorry. MJ

A soft, pure melody... And then it begins. Like a breath of fresh spring air, The music captures my soul And breaks off the rustiest chains. My eyes open. And a new outlook is now seen. As the beat increases, My heart races. As his voice speaks, Imagery fills my mind And inspiration rushes through me in colourful ways. So overpowering. I find myself emerged deep into the water, cold. A snap of fingers, And warmth spreads through me. So I dance. Dance to his voice. Dance to his music. Uncontrollable...I am free. My eyes close...then reopen. As I stare into the man's face, Every imperfection is perfection. Set upon a world capable of hatred, anger, love, and happiness... Forgiveness is what he breathed. An angel with a voice. Black and white. Is now inside the heavenly doors of paradise. Where his gift and forgiving heart will forever be cherished in white houses. MJ

Well this is it. Today is my birthday and i am officially 17 years old. Do i feel different? NOPE. Do I feel the same? Sure, i guess you can say.... Well its my birthday... And that's all that matters :) Thank you all for hopping on that train and taking a tour around my 16 year life. It's been a bumpy ride...but we all made it in the end. I love you guys

Tell me a story, and I'll tell you mine. Tell me a secret, and I'll trust you with mine. Because you mean something to me. Hold me when I'm scared, and I'll do the same to you. Touch me when I need comfort, and I'll hold you too. Because I know you'll be there. But its days like there, when I'm alone in the dark. Remembering those days we strolled by the park. Those were the days weren't they? Even now, I still end up smiling, And the sadness keeps on piling. Because I never let it go. While I sleep, I crave for your touch, And when I awake, it's all too much. And those tears fall wet and cold. You moved in me, like I moved in you. Those memories, and the I love you's. Is no longer said, the words left unspoken. But it all comes back to me. What I want, and what I believe. Because no one has faith in my gift. And so, I trust my heart. Should of from the start. Yet, I end up being alone anyways. Till this day, I try and move on. But still try to k...

My hand grips his tightly, holding on to his very dear life. Perspiration leaks through our hands, and I can feel him slipping. Slipping away from me. "I'm not lettin go." I said frantically. My arms burned with the weight of holding on to his body. "It's okay. If you need to. It's okay." He said calmly. The rocks underneath him gave in as he fell lower into the deep darkness. I shook my head, and tried desperately to pull him up. His death will not be on my hands. I won't let him fall. I won't let him fall....I won't let him fall. I screamed in agony, feeling my body slowly give up...but I couldn't do it. I will not do it. Letting go is something I never learned to do properly. He looked up at me, his face expressionless. "You can't pull me up. Gravity is on my side tonight." Tears fell silently down my face. I knew he was right. All my strength was going to waste. There was no way I could lift him up into my arms, I just d...

Shivers in the wind, Breath blown away by the sea, The black crows shape a 'V' in the sky. Sun sets into a deep blue, Clouds drown in the darkness, Not one soul above. A mirror of the moon Broken glass on torn sheets, Existence, no longer seen. Standing alone in the rain, Blamed for choices made, Blood gets washed away. Fallen leaves float like balloons, Guns fired at the target It made no sound. Sun rises like its never left, Crows fly towards the sky, A new day like yesterday never happened.

This isn't where the story ends, This is where it begins, So take out your paper and pen, And write down all your sins. You may be short on words, A time for you to reflect, And admire those selfless birds, You wish you could protect. But all we know for sure, You haven't lost yet, In your heart you'll find the cure, Without losing a bet. You'll remember the day you walked away, Leaving behind memories of bliss, Knowing you can no longer stay You give me one last kiss.... It's okay, we've made our mistakes, But the day is finally done, Just hold on tight for my sake... Because our story has just begun.

Once upon a time, I believed in fairytales, I believed in dreams coming true, I believed in forever. And yet, I still believe. But things change, In a blink of an eye, A change of light.... And everything appears to be different. Rusty locks bound it closed, And always it will remain. Drowned into the never-ending abyss It lay with the treasures of the titanic. Wasn't it beautiful when the flower bloomed? Was is ugly when it shriveled away? But time will turn flames to embers, And then stop. Lookin back, the sun set like it always has, And the world kept spinning like it should. Can you believe it? Because I can see it now. A revelation brought to my senses, I believed again. But with a new outlook. That love begins and ends with a hello and always with a goodbye.

Call me by my name, But say no more, For I can hear you clearly. Listen to the beat of the song, But sing, you shall not, For the music is not to be sung. Watch the doves fly by, Watch, the rhythm of their wings unfold, But tell not, one soul, its for you only to witness. Feel the cold of the winters breeze, As the frigid air pinches at your skin, Cover up no more, numbness will spread before you know it. Smell the beauty of mother nature, Let the arms of the trees guide the way, But take no pictures, for this scenery is for you to see...only. Surrender the sixth sense, god has given you, On blank pages, you will write, For no one will read it, unless you wish it. Taste the bitterness the world has set upon you, For only you can make that sourness disappear. And when that time comes, you will feel, smell, hear, see, listen, speak and think all at once. And that relevent moment bestowed upon you will change everything.

"Daniel!!" Angel screamed as she saw him walking down the street. He turned around and waved and smiled his gorgeous smile. She sprinted towards him and gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek. But something was not right. She could feel the tension as he hugged her back. She stepped back and looked at him. He appeared anxious, his face was strained and sadness was clearly visible in his eyes. "What's wrong?" Angel asked concerned. "I need to discuss something...important with you." Daniel said carefully, avoiding her gaze. "Like what?" Angel reached out to grab his hand but he pulled back. "Look..." Daniel began. "No...I know what your going to say Daniel. So just move on with it." Angel said ticked off but part of her was dreading it. Daniel heaved a big sigh. "Okay, I'm breakin up with you...." Pain striked the middle of her chest as the words came out of his mouth. "I'm leaving tomorrow. So I thou...

Sitting on my couch, the laptop on my lap, staring at a blank screen thinking of what to write...how to begin...because all these emotions are running through my mind. To be honest, I don't know how to start at all. Because at the moment, I'm not sure how I'm feeling right now. Disappointment is one of them. Sadness...perhaps another. Anger, Lonliness. All I know is that I feel like, someone just snatched away one of my fairytale dreams and stomped on it. A happy ending, coming to an end. And that end ain't what it appeared to be. Not happy at all. I just don't really know what to do. He's leaving. I won't see him ever again. I won't see that gorgeous smile of his that I love so much. I won't hear that laugh he constantly has everyday that makes me want to laugh with him. Never hear those random jokes he makes. That sparkle in his eyes when he sees me. What am I going to do in a world without him. He helped me get over somebody that I cared about a l...

A beautiful moonlight, Peering out his window, That is what he sees. Seeing all his dreams, All his fears in the moon, He closes the curtains. Black fog enters his room, Dead silence screams in his ears, And only the white outline of the moon, is what he can see through the curtains. Knowing the moon will disappear in few short hours, He takes out his drawing pad, and sketches the outline of the moon. His hands move gracefully over the paper, his fingers gently carressing the page, shading in colours. Once the drawing was completed, the moon looked identical to the one outside his window, He reached up and opened his curtains. Hours passed, and the moon disappeared from his eyes, replaced by a bright blazing sun. Feeling a sense of loss, He opens his drawing pad, And found the moon he drew last night. Still as beautiful as ever, it still wasn't the same. He ripped the page out of the book, And found himself staring at another moon he drew the previous night. He ripped that page too...

The wind gently blew away gold strands from the girl's face as she lay in a field of flowers and fresh green grass. Lying there, she stares at the clouds as they form pictures in her mind; imagining someone there beside her laughing at her while she points at what she sees. Feeling the warmth of his body next to hers, his strong muscular arm wrapped around her shoulders craddling her head as a pillow, she whispers to the sky. "Peter, I can feel you next to me, I can hear you next to me..." She let out a loud sigh, her eyes filled with tears automatically. Seeing his face in the clouds, she knew he was watching her, listening to every word she was saying...taking it all in before the form of the clouds deform and he leaves her again. Wiping her tears away with her hand, she blows him a kiss. Sensing another goodbye, the clouds fade away, leaving a pure blue sky in its place. Carefully, she stands up and looks down and smiles at the grass that left an outline of her thin bo...

The blazing sun burned against my back as I sat on the bleachers looking up to the bright blue sky. It was 1:00pm. I sighed contentedly, enjoying my spare C block until I heard schuffling footsteps behind me. I turned around and saw Daniel looking at me. He looked hesistant and careful, and very nervous. "Hey Daniel" I smiled gently, trying to ease off some tension. He waved and smiled back. I shifted to the side and left him some room to sit. He stepped down and sat, avoiding my gaze. "You ohkay? You seem nervous." I watched him fidget in his seat, while he looked down. His jaw clenched and unclenched, like he was thinking about something really hard. Finally he turned to look at me. His dark smoldering eyes, melted into mine with such intensity it made me blink. I felt my breath caught and suddently he was too close, invading my personal space. Sudden urges made me want to shove him away and run but also to reach out and cup his face in my hand and feel the softne...

Sometimes when I'm alone I Cry, Cause I am on my own. The tears I cry are bitter and warm. They flow with life but take no form I Cry because my heart is torn. I find it difficult to carry on. If I had an ear to confiding, I would cry among my treasured friend, but who do you know that stops that long, to help another carry on. The world moves fast and it would rather pass by. Then to stop and see what makes one cry, so painful and sad. And sometimes… I Cry and no one cares about why. -- 2pac--

His long lean legs stretched below him, elongating his figure. It made him look remarkably tall and sexy. He walked past me and I noticed several features all at once. His hard jaw line, his intense smoldering eyes and tall lean figure. He wore a dark security guard uniform which clung to every muscular part of his body. As I watched him walk past me, my heart fluttered and had a strange fainting feeling. I wanted to be close to him, to touch him and rip his shirt off to reveal those defined abbs. But, I knew he would restrain me in his strong, hard, slightly gentle grip. Oh hell, restrain me right now, I won't complain. Dimitri, so god-like and gorgeous. Dimitri, yes a name I thought suited him perfectly since I had no idea what is name was. I could walk a thousand miles to just be near him again, to hear his deep, husky voice. Unfortunately, I never had the chance to actually hear his voice. But I just picture it now. I can hear him in my head, whispering my name in a gentle and ...

All the streetlamps she follows home, Darkness surrounds her in black smoke. Every step echoes like a whispering dome, Followed by a shadow of a cloak. Empty bottles lay broken on the street, And among the dark, angry clouds, Blood stained by a crow's feet, They whisper their avows. The cold wind blows right through her bones, Opening the gates, she follows through Bending down low, she stares at the clones, That are displayed for world view. Red tears stain the broken graves, Phone rings, and a rush of crows flew, Beyond the dirt lay hundreds of slaves, Drowned in a dark blue. But mercy becomes just a game, No longer played for fun, Pins and needles used for shame, The crows are shot with guns.

Got the most gold medals, 14! 3rd in the standings of total of medals! Beat U.S.A in hockey! Will go down in Canadian history forever... I've never been so proud to be Canadian. In a world full of discrimination, poverty and racism, we are still able to come together as one and celebrate the power of togetherness. Let's remember the winter olympics 2010 as the proudest moments of our lives as Canadians. GO CANADA!

OUCH! Don't wanna get hit by a ball again! Especially from my own FRIEND! TWICE! IN LESS THAN 10 SECONDS! IN THE FACE! Can you imagine the pain I felt? HURT, ANGER, IRRITATION, ANNOYANCE, PAIIINNN. Never thought I'd live the day to see my own friend hurt me, twice. I saw that murderous look on his face! The anger I saw blazing in his eyes, his expressionless all cold, scary and menacing. OR EVEN WORSE His face full of happiness, eagerness and pride. His eyes all wet from happy tears from hitting the target. AM I THE TARGET DEAR FRIEND? DO I LOOK LIKE THE TARGET TO YOU? AM I NOTHING BUT A TARGET IN YOUR EYES? IS THAT ALL YOU LIVE FOR? TO CAUSE ME AGONIZING PAIN? ouch it hurts! I hope you can see me wincing from pain cuz i am right at this moment. seriously. But I will not let this be your glory! I will come back, and it will be even worse than YOU can imagine. you hear me? I WILL GET MY REVENGE! Revenge is so sweet kailan ma... Revenge is so sweet .

White ice clings on to the sharp blade. His steps so intricate and complex, yet pure beauty is emanated through his movements. As he glides across the sleek ice, the cold air surrounds him and he is filled with warmth instead of cold. Thousands of eyes watch him with a proud smile upon their lips, admiring from afar. His arms and legs move in considerable speed, filled with so much power and passion that wet tears begin to brim on the edges of every pair of eyes watching him. His knees bend down slowly, his eyes blazing with ferocity, his arms press tightly against his chest and there he takes off. His body spins a 360 several times and as his feet touches the ice, the crowd erupts in happiness and admiration. Feeling a sense of compassion towards the crowd, he glides across the ice letting the music take him away to place he's never been before. Then it was just a blur, his heart pounded in his chest quicker than usual and his legs pushed harder, his arms swung around elegantly......

Dark, Warm and Deep, Your eyes hold up the sky. Lookin in your eyes, I only see me through yours. All this time, passing through the halls, not one glance, not one double-take, so irrelevant it was, back in the day. But here I am now, eyes wandering for recognition. Never felt so distressed, never felt so compassionate, Been through the same thing so many times, And for once, it feels right. Right back in the water again, Drowned in the cold rush of waves, reality comes in painful stabs, And the white flag falls. I may be one of his lies, yet all this time, there was always something indescribeable, something more than just a dull fire. But signs can be read wrong and interpreted differently. And when I see you now, Oh, how dumb I was...all this time. All this time, walking away...thinking he was the one for me, Well, what can I say, love is blind. A pair of new eyes draws me in, And this time...this time its meant to be. No more let-downs, no more hesitations, I've learned from my...

Love is in the air... And once again, I am alone. "All the single ladies! (all the single ladies) ALL THE SINGLE LADIES..."

Thump, Thump, Thump... Her foot smacked against the hard, dirty concrete and a moan interrupted the dead silence of the cold night. But she kept on walking, oblivious to the searing pain in her foot. Thump, Thump, Thump...mhpm... Again, a cry of pain echoed in the silence but she still didn't stop walking. She shrugged and tossed her dark brown hair behind her back and walked in a fast pace. Her foot smashed against concrete and the poor toes squished together in the tight space. Unfortunately for her right foot, six painful toes smashed together unpleasantly and a tearful cry escaped the extra toe. Hideous as it may be, the other toes gave it enough room to breathe. Still, the skin scraped against the inside of the shoe and the extra toe could feel its skin rip slowly. Blood smeared agasint the shoe and she cried out painfully. "Make the pain stop!! argaosidfl!" The extra cried out desperately, but the girl was so oblivious, that she didn't hear anything except a wei...

Her hand clutched the doorknob and she entered the room cautiously, listening to any footsteps. Carefully, she walked towards the back of the building, her eyes wandering around hectically. Seeing not one single soul, she relaxed and set her bag down against the wall. She sighed heavily and ran her fingers through her long thick hair. A cold breath down her neck sent uneasy chills down her spine. She turned around in blinding speed, her fist flying towards his curved mouth. His hand came up just as quickly and wrapped his fingers around her wrist stopping the blow. His smile grew bigger, and she attacked again with her other hand. He stared deeply into her dark brown eyes, and grabbed her other wrist. He smiled and moved closer, but stopped when he noticed her smiling too. He frowned in confusion, and felt her wrists break through his strapping hands. Her arms were a blur as they moved quickly in blinding speed; the palms of her hands was on his chest and the force of the push made his...

A song I composed on the piano, hope you like it. ;) I have come to say I love you I have swam through oceans to find you And the depths of the darkness swallowed me And the waves of sowrrow engulfed me Take a breath, this isn't the end I see But it pulls me away, Its so hard to breathe. Why am I something to take, And all your promises you made. I am an empty shell to break So Break it, We Break. I have followed in your footsteps I have tried so hard to fit in them But the strength, it takes a toll on me And I'm finding myself going underneath Be not nobody, you said to me So we lay on the sand, that's where I will be Why Am I something to take, And all your promises you made I am an empty shell to break So break it, We Break Let the waves wash over me And drown me in my sleep Take that empty shell of me And Break it, We Break Me. Can't you see that broken shell Its so fragile to make Please someone just take it And Break it, We Break. Just Break it, We Break, And Brea...

There she stood, looking out to the never-ending ocean. She smiled in gratification, admiring the beauty of the ocean, and looking forward to jumping in. It was a dark peaceful night; the stars above her winked and the moon smiled reassuringly. She stepped forward and felt the cold, icy water rush onto her feet. A cold strong breeze pushed her forward, welcoming her in to the waves. She knew it was inevitable, but for some reason, she held back. She looked up towards the dark night sky, looking for some guidance, knowing that she could never go back once she made her decision. Staring up at the friendly stars, she smiled in clarity and her legs moved forward. The water rose to her knees and she continued until her head was the only visible part of her. Her arms wrapped around herself to keep warm, but the cold water engulfed her and she felt her whole body go underneath. The waves grew powerful and strong, and she no longer could rise above the surface. Her arms flailed in fear, and de...

You can have everything you want from me. My clothes, my hair, my life, my music, my house, my personal possessions. You can have any of that stuff, but what you cannot take are: my dignity, my talent, my dreams, my beliefs, my friends, or my family. Love is irreplacable and indestructable and that is something you never will experience.

Is it Anarchy that brings u apart? Or the sickening noise of the shattering heart. So much to expect, so much left unwritten, The pages are blank, no need for words in them. So many blank stares, everyday feels just the same, The letters and the diary entries all go up in flames. The calmness of the ocean yet is filled with painful screams, it echoes throught the moutains, past the islands, past the trees. The feelings of impetuous, distress and indignation, Overwhelms and vanguishes the feels of desolation. The demise of a soul, and the innitiation of meaningless, Let's all power and potential find in invulnerabilities weakness. Now all the affliction and suffering as come back to the start. All there is left to listen is to the shattering of one's heart.

Everything I watch falls to dust/ Something thing is taking over us/ A tear falls down my face/ All the colours are turning to grey Then the world starts spinning/ Your face keeps revolving/ In my mind I'm insane/ Every hour, every day/ And I/ am falling will you try/ to catch me/everytime/ or will I fall... I/ will try to break through/ will you be there/ to say goodbye/ will you be there to catch me/ be there to hold me/ in scary times/ please don't go/please don't go/ don't go... I see the clothes/ i see your luggage/ I try not to cry/ will I try to hold it/ Early in the morning/ I hear you leaving/ A tear falls down/ I try not to listen Then the world starts spinning/ your face keeps revolving/ I'm going insane/ and I am not okay. And I/ am crying will you try/ to stop me/ or will i/ just grieve away... And I/ am dying will you try/ to save/ not this time/ I will fall... Everything I watch falls to dust.

Gazing out by the window, she waits. Patiently and thoughtful, she waits, knowing thats where she will be be for days, years...centuries. No more tears to cry, nothing more to fear, all the worries have been swept away. Even in a clear blue, nothing can compare... through the dreadful agony and the hurtful memories. The name whispers in her ears, they sting her eyes, they pierce her soul, yet, the whisper is an empty shell, shadowed by the darkness. A tinge of red in the corners, fill the black with colour. Power, anger, strength, no... Agony, fustration, loss. Fairytales are a myth, nightmares are real, And in between... its neutral. The warmth of intertwined hands, the cool breath down her neck, no more. And in days like these, those memories rush through, wishing for those days to come back. She will wait, not caring how fast time will pass by...she will wait. Deep in her soul, she knows those days are long gone.

Out by the sea, he sees nothing, not a dove in sight. From the woods, near the trees, Not one breath, to shake his knees. But from the cold, he will freeze, And from the darkness, he will crash down. Because nothing, will stop the agony he has found. A mist of rain, a flash of thunder, A strike of pain, and tears uncovered. From underneath, we feel the burden, And all the hope that was left for him... broken. No sight to see, no air to breathe, No sound to hear, from ear to ear, Upon that mountain, there is no fear, So there he will lay, not one single tear. He will not feel, he will not cry, No more effort, too tired to try, He's done his duty, there's no more lies, Just leave the waste, and say goodbye. Upon that mountain, we will find, a waste of one young heart, and a disintegrated mind.

SUSPENDERS ARE STUPID! Depending on what you wear it with and sometimes it looks fashionable and cute, however, what i've seen today. Suspenders are stupid. Makes it look like, you need something to keep your pants on. Like I said, suspenders are stupid. Especially if you don't wear it right. Like who wear suspenders with black dress pants. Wow. See, their stupid. Actually, no its not the suspenders fault, its the stupid person who wears it wrong and doesn't know how to wear suspenders. So basically, Stupid people wear stupid suspenders. Stupid suspenders + stupid people = Stupid Great, now suspenders sound funny....suspenders, suspenders, suspenders. So to wrap this all up. Suspenders are plain stupid.

The cold night air surrounded the dark castle. There she sat, humming to herself, thinking of her next victim. Her head was bowed down low and her mahogany colored robe was drapped over her. She breathed in deeply and then exhaled slowly, watching as her breath froze in mid-air, forming white smoke around the dead room. There was a dull knock on the wooden door and a wary voice spoke. She raised her hand and the 2 big doors opened. A timid young man, around the 20's cautiously came in, his arms folded around his chest for warmth. He stood infront of her and kneeled down, his head bowed down so low he was nearly kissing the dirty floor. "My Queen." He said, his voice shaking slightly. "What seems to be the emergency that you would dare come in here, young peasant." Her eyes flashed dangerously. The young boy cleared his throat in fear. "Well, um...my queen. I was here to confirm whether you have already chose your next victim." She glared at him. "...

I look into his eyes, and I see happiness, joy and beauty. Inside of this boy, I see the troubles, the agony and the dreadful pain. Hidden in this unique soul, he is whole when she's around. His touch is pure and innocent, yet cold and tense. And the beauty is clouded by the despair of the broken child. The hurting man, yet is still a small infant. Burried in fairytales and story books, Reality is shunned. Loveless, yet loved. Through heart and mind, The man clings on to sound of the voice somewhere deep inside. From the depths of the darkness, there is light, And when there's light, comes an exquisite fire that never burns out. The fire lights up his world, and brings him hope. And when she walks around his wary world, The broken, lost and hurt is healed.