Battlefield

I never imagined myself to be in this situation. I mean, to me, this kind of stuff was just fantasy..something I only read in teen novels and watched in the movie theatres. Boy, was I wrong? It was happening to me, and there was no escape.. *** My hand gripped the handle of the knife tightly as I eased my way into the front doors of the institution I was staying in. My heart was thumping wildly in my chest; my hair was hung messily around my face after just being attacked by such grotesque creatures. I didn't even know where they came from. All I know was that I was in deep shit. I had to play it cool. If Brian found out that I got myself into trouble with these rogues, he would be enraged and take it out on me. At the moment, I'm not really up for it. Brian is my bodyguard, ordered to protect me. I don't know why, but after being attacked, I guess it pretty much answered my question. My eyes scanned the room swiftly but saw no sign of movement. Just before entering the d...

The pull of your presence, The vivid flashbacks of memories rushing through my head, thrashing wildly, threatening voices, and pouncing headaches. Will it ever go away? But how could I forget? Your hidden toxic in my drink, Your bittersweet icing of lies, All these months, you've kept me hostage. And here I am, 20 weeks later, with my heart on my sleeve, and my mind underneath my feet. I'm better alone, with my scraped knees and bloodstained tears. And all those nights, you let me cry. So why even bother, telling you my heart is broke? Why even bother pretending anymore? Never thought I could ever try to be someone better. But my heart's beating better alone. You misunderstood, you flailed as you fell hard agains't the ground. Is it my fault, blood was spilled and tears were shed? Through the pain, I held on, through the rage, I let go, And when I'm sinking in water, I promised to drag you with me. I'm sorry I couldn't let you in. Because I couldn't let ...

I will always love you. Until the day I die.