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Identity

It's been a while since I've counted the stars, recalling every wish and every dream I planted on each crystal in the night sky. As I look up above tonight, hopeing to do the same once again, I see nothing but a dark black sheet..I can't remember anything-no dreams-no wishes-nothing. Everyday, as each second goes by, I feel like I have been losing my identity of self. I can't seem to understand the real meaning to life, to striving for our dreams, because as of right now, I am lost. Everyday, I try to think of what I can do to figure out why I am on this earth, to get a sense of my purpose, and I'm at my wits end, trying to make sense of the world, and I can't. Its frustrating, upsetting, and disappointing. A rush of emotions-jealousy-happiness-anger-envy, take over as I watch everyone around me become something, anything..they become their dream, their desires, their wishes, and it's like I'm stuck, my feet are cemented to the ground, and I'm surrou...