The Lost Soul

Two choices...One heart...

Her soul wanders around helplessly, figuring out what to do. She's stuck right in the middle and she has nowhere to go. Her heart tears into two while she clings on to emptiness, hoping to find some warmth in the darkness....

She finds none.

Her beautiful dark wavy hair, blows around her face as she kneels on the cold beach, her hands digging into wet sand. She's been through a lot of pain and suffering, neglect and abuse, and when she thought it couldn't get any worse, her heart breaks into millions of broken shards. Slowly she stands up and walks towards the ocean. She feels the freezing water lick her feet comfortingly. Feeling invited, she walks into the ocean, the water level rising to her knees, to her waist...and finally to her neck. She shivers involuntarily, her legs grows tired as she tries to stay above water. But her conciousness tells her, that maybe letting go will feel better, she doesn't have to fight like she always did her whole life.

She lets go.

She falls deeper and deeper, her mind slowly clouds up and she blows away her last breath. Her two choices drift away, she doesn't need to think about them anymore. They are now irrelevant to her life. Her heart that was broken now remains cracked and will always remain that way.

She's unfixable.

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